NBI/GW2: The Everyday Boringness of Things

Everyday boring things...or not...

The trouble I have with blogging these days is that I find just blogging about prosaic day to day things boring, and yet, so much of our MMO life is prosaic day to day things.

I did a daily. I did another daily. I leveled from numeral X to numeral Y. I crafted Z item.

I incremented this achievement, and completed that achievement. I added onto this collection or that wardrobe.

I made an Eternal Sands focus the other day.

I made an Eternal Sands focus the other day. Just to get the component out of my bank. Except now it’s taking up an inventory bag slot on my character. Doh. Might not have quite thought this through.

In a sense, I’m not sure what difference it makes, in the greater scheme of things.

Why should you or I care about what I did? What I incremented? What I achieved?

Why, oh, why, is my life so boring and routine, with nothing new to say?

How can I find a story in the everyday boringness of things?

booksorstories

In my blog posts, I want to tell you a story. I like stories.

I like unique stories.

Unique narratives that can only be told by me, in my voice, doing the stuff that only I can do… stuff that hopefully you haven’t done in exactly identical fashion so that you’re still interested…

… and yet, weirdly, conversely, stuff that you should at least be vaguely familiar with so that I’m not over here talking in a foreign language you don’t understand and have zero interest in either.

Perhaps the problem is that -I- am seeing what I do as the same old boring routine.

Another day, another dragon...

Another day, another dragon…

But that’s not it. Not quite. Because if it really was that awful, I’d change up the routine.

I’m a big proponent of variety to prevent burnout, and I have a whole list of other things I could be doing, in this game or in the 500+ others on my Steam games list, if I got tired of what I’m doing.

And yet, every night, I look at the clock and make sure my butt is in the chair by 8.10pm so that I can kill the Triple Trouble Wurm with the oceanic arm of TTS.

If I have time, I might join in by 6.30pm for Karka Queen, or try my best to squeeze my way into Tequatl by 7.00pm.

It is a safe, comfortable routine.

If I really can’t make it, I forgo it (some days you just gotta be an adult and not play computer games,) but when I can, I’m usually there for Wurm because I -want- to be there. Why?

Perhaps the problem is the way I am telling it.

These last couple of days, since the beta portal invite event for the Silverwastes, Oceanic Wurm has been cancelled.

I catch an NA Wurm kill instead, on the weekends, in the mornings, to sate my bloodlust.

Naturally, I pop the second piece of regurgitated armor that I wanted.

I’ve killed OCE Wurm for months now with no armor drop.

Guess there’s something to be said for change and variety.

One more armor piece to go.

Perhaps we have to look deeper than the prosaic facts to the affairs of the heart, and seek the hidden conflicts.

In the night, the whole Oceanic gang is merrily farming the Silverwastes, which is also utterly perfect for my needs.

In the first two days, I wanted a beta portal, of course, like everybody else.

I play normally on Day 1. Or as normal as my experimental sinister necro build can be. I defend the red fort, and help escort nearby pack bulls for a ways before orbiting the red fort once more.

We do the breach events, the Vinewrath, then go champion farming during the recovery time to maximize our portal drop chances (mob drop + event chest drop).

Nothing. No portal.

But I get to stress test the sinister necro build to my satisfaction and I’m getting better at playing it.

The second build is a vast improvement in survivability over the first, the trickle heals from life siphoning seem miniscule but they do have a noticeable effect I can feel in gameplay.

On Day 2, I still play normally, but I branch out a little more and start actively tagging more events. I drift over to the purple fort to tag the Magister Wiggs defend event, while ostensibly guarding Gritblade’s red fort. Purple and yellow bulls are a must-tag. Red bull, when I can.

Nada.

I’m getting a pattern down with the necro though, saving wells for the set Mordrem spawns around each bull escort, using my condi scepter/dagger on husks, and using power (axe/horn, deathshroud, lichform) for everything else.

Late in the night of Day 2, when there isn’t an ongoing TTS Silverwastes map, I decide to just pop in and use the LFG SW 30-40% breach hopping method to get a few more Silverwastes maps in.

I use the guardian.

(Somehow, I have no trust in a general PUG map. Using my sinister necro feels wrong.

I might get downed accidentally, because I am still warming up to and making mistakes with the necro, and no one might rez me.

It seems like taking on too much for a bunch of strangers to throw condis on husks AND power damage other Mordrem, at the expense of getting downed and having to waypoint if I screw up, because everyone else has run off and left me to it.

On a PUG map, I stay on the ledge at the copper husk during the Breach. Why should I be the only idiot jumping into the pit and getting attacked by a million offshoots?

On a TTS map, following the example of our crazy asura leader, we hurtle into the pit and kite the offshoots around, and the husk melts a lot faster.)

So I play the guardian, on an indistinguishable Silverwastes map filled with hostile toxic mapchat, I run around shamelessly tagging all the events between red and purple forts (all three bulls included) and let someone else worry about whether the forts are overrun. Worse case scenario, we can retake the fort for another event.

One event or another finishes, a fort defence of some kind, or a bull escort, and I realize that I have new mail and a purple beta portal in my inventory.

firstportal

Well, that’s good. The anxiety is over.

Now I can focus properly on the farming and the making of gold and champion bags while everyone is still excited about the Silverwastes.

In between organized map hours on Day 2 to Day 3, I stop by a LFG chest farm on my necro to use up the many shovels and bandit crests I’ve accumulated.

Almost absent-mindedly, I tag a Veteran Mordrem event to get it out of the way of my unlocking of a bandit chest. I hit the AoE loot button when it dies.

A new mail pops up in my inbox.

No way… Really?

Really.

It's amazing how quickly I can clutter up a character's inventory when I'm actively playing them.

It’s amazing how quickly I can clutter up a character’s inventory when I’m actively playing them. As a WvW alt, his bags were much cleaner before.

The necro has an accompanying purple portal to the one sitting on my guardian. What a weekend.

On Day 3, I’m back in the TTS Silverwastes map instances on my necro, cheerfully going through multiple rounds of the Vinewrath.

I haven’t stopped. I don’t plan to, until mass interest has died off.

It is fun. It is profitable.

It is routine farming.

I love it anyway.

Why?

Why do I look out for and make it a point to attend the same, safe routines?

Maybe it’s because it’s with the same, safe people.

People with a certain level of competence that I can trust.

People whose names I am familiar with.

In-jokes and laughter comprehensible to only those who were there.

The revelation makes me wonder about my reaction to dungeoning. 

I hate it. I have massive trust issues with dungeons.

Which is curious because I’ve stopped using LFG for the most part. There, you can never get the same people twice, which doesn’t do much for building trust for people like me, slow to trust.

I wait for a trusted friend to yell at me and pull me into a dungeon, and if I’m free, I go through it and it’s not so bad, but I still don’t like it.

Maybe because I still don’t get regular, scheduled practice to build trust with the same group of people.

Or maybe because I don’t trust myself in the dungeon.

As much as I farm Silverwastes, twice now, I have dropped out of the map without completing the Vinewrath stage.

The modem or my ISP has been acting weird lately, disconnecting for half a minute or so before reconnecting again.

It’s long enough to drop me right out of the right map instance and make it a pain to taxi back.

Sometimes I do, if I’m lucky and the map isn’t full.

Sometimes the map is full, or I just don’t want to bother someone with the chore of taxing me back in.

So I just shrug and stop playing for a couple hours while my internet is on the fritz and go do something else, like eat, read, watch TV.

Voluntarily missing the rewards for that particular hour doesn’t really bother me, whereas I would have been a stressed out emotional wreck for the tens of minutes I wasn’t connected to the game while four other players were waiting for me in a dungeon.

The whole open, drop-in, drop-out nature of the Silverwastes makes it a more convenient design for me.

I can stand by a cliff for a couple of minutes in the Silverwastes and go get myself a drink or have a bathroom break without anyone noticing or caring or being bothered by it.

(If you don’t move for hours, that’s a different story, of course.)

Try that in a dungeon.

Even if you’re surrounded by the most loving and understanding friends ever, with plenty of free time on their hands to wait for you, the fact of the matter is that they still have to wait for you.

I hate that sense of obligation.

I wish I knew why.

Figuring out that part of my brain is a subject for another post though.

I took my own advice in my last post and freewrote for ideas.

The above is an elaboration of some of the threads that were in the mess of freewriting.

The trick is mostly to pick up on a thread topic that was a little intriguing to you and do another round of writing concerning that, hoping that richer stuff pops out.

I think the above post has a ton in there that anyone can spin off. I’ll just pick a topic that occurs to me.

NBI Writing Prompt #1: How can we design our MMOs to foster more trust between strangers?

  • (Is forcing them together the only way, or are there other more innovative means to do so?
  • A matchmaking system that tries to prioritize putting the same people playing at a certain hour together?
  • A voting/reputation system to increase the chances you’ll interact more with the people you friend/like/think more highly of?
  • Clever megaserver systems that prioritize the same?
  • Something even newer and more innovative?
  • Something old that has been done before but not picked up by our modern MMOs?)
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4 thoughts on “NBI/GW2: The Everyday Boringness of Things

  1. Galit Balli says:

    Loved reading the post 🙂
    Many players get board by the dailies and stuff (even dungeons which I rarely do, lol).
    Sadly I almost never get to play with my necro, but I think I will next time I log in (She just sitting there in LA).

  2. bhagpuss says:

    I also took my own advice from yesterday. I started to comment here and it grew so long I turned it into a post instead.

    Grats on the portal – looking forward to your report on the beta – whenever it is…

  3. Isey says:

    I am only playing a baseball game right now. That is it. It is taking up all of my gaming time. I am loving it, so engaged, and it’s awesome.

    For me. No one wants to read about my relief pitcher for the Washington Nationals. Hell, I offered up a $15 Google Play card just for commenting on my baseball post and had one response. I can’t even pay people to participate! LOL

    Still, I’ll find other things to write about, I have a long queue of items I have been thinking about. The key here is it is your voice. That is what I come to read, regardless of what it is about.

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